Trust
Lost in a dream
Nothing's what it seems
Searching my head
For the words that you said

Tears filled my eyes
As we said our last goodbyes
This sad scene replays
Of you walking away

My body aches from mistakes
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
That in nothing we trust

Time and again
She repeats: Let's be friends
I smile and say: Yes
Another truth bends
I must confess

I try to let go but I know
We'll never end till we're dust
We lied to each other again
But I wish I could trust

God, help me please on my knees
Betrayed by lust
We lied to each other so much
Now there's nothing we trust

How could this be happening to me?
I'm lying when I say: Trust me
I can't believe this is true
Trust hurts
Why does trust equal suffering?

Absolutely nothing we trust

Almost Honest
I lied just a little
When I said I need you
You stretched the truth
When you said that you knew

Just can't believe it
There's nothing to say
I was almost honest, almost

Living alone, can't stand this place
It's four in the morning
And I still see your face

I was nearly pure
When I said I loved you
You were semi-sincere
You said I'd bleed for you

We were kind of candid
Now you've gone away
You were almost honest, almost

Living alone falling from grace
I want to atone
But there's just empty space

I can't face tomorrow
Now you're not coming back
Walked off in the night
And just left me the tracks

I question your call
By the tone of your voice
I know I should hang up
But I don't have a choice

It happened that night
When you told me to go
Don't ask who's to blame
I don't know

Almost honest
Almost, I was almost honest

I'll Get Even
I'm lonely and abandoned
Washed up left for dead
I'm lost inside the desert
Of every word you said

Like a nuclear reactor
Or T.N.T.
I'm thinking about the times
When you lied to me

All the innuendo
Caught up on your hook
I was just a name
In your little black book

Ah, I'll get even with you

I'm bitter and I'm twisted
I haven't slept in days
I'm lonely and I'm angry
I can't make it go away

I'm like a bomb that's ticking
I got voices in my head
I got a doll with needles in
Wishing you were dead

I'll get you back somehow
That's what I'm gonna do
I'll get you back somehow
Your nightmare coming true

Ah, I'll get even with you
Ah, that's what I'm gonna do
Gonna get even with you

You better look behind you
Cause there I'm gonna be
I'll be standing in the shadows
With who I used to be

He's slightly schizophrenic
Me and me and me and me agree
That you are gonna pay
For what you did to me

Ah, I'll get even with you
Gonna get even with you
Ah, that's what I'm gonna do
I'm gonna...
Ah, I'll get even with you

Use The Man
I heard somebody fixed today
There was no last goodbyes to say
His will to live ran out
I heard somebody turned to dust

Looking back at what he left
A list of plans and photographs
Songs that never will be sung
These are the things he won't get done

I've seen the man use the needle
Seen the needle use the man
I've seen them crawl from the cradle
To the coffin on their hands

They fight a war but it's fatal
It's so hard to understand
I've seen the man use the needle
Seen the needle use the man

Just one shot to say goodbye
One last taste to mourn and cry
Scores and shoots, the lights go dim
Just one shot to do him in

He hangs his head and wonders
Why the monkey only lies
But pay the pauper, he did choose
He hung his head inside the noose

I've seen the man use the needle
Seen the needle use the man
I've seen them crawl from the cradle
To the gutter on their hands

They fight a war but it's fatal
It's so hard to understand
I've seen the man use the needle
Seen the needle in his hand

Cryptic writing on the wall
The beginning of the end
I've seen myself use the needle
Seen the needle in my hand