I Am Alive
I am, I said
And I believe
I made it here
For something
This is my time
I'm here and now
And I'll fight on
To get there
With prejudice in mind
Through fear nobody sees
Unwilling to accept
This ignorant disease
By my own right
I have a dream
This is my life
I'm someone
Look in my eyes
I'm everyman
Feel what I see
Inside you
A damming of the facts
A way that's negative
Inside we're all the same
We have one live to live
The virus in the heart
Enough to seal your fate
Look deep at what you are
Itt's time to kill the hate
A narrow mind will give
A poisonned point of view
Take care of what you sow
The next one could be you
By opening the door
The end could be so sure
A joining of the hands
To seek and find a cure
I am I said
I have a dream
I am alive
Mouthpiece
When did you last look at
At where you are?
Did you ever think
You'd get this far?
Obsessor! Low Mind
Confessor! Declined
Have you realized
Just where you're from?
Will the choice be right
By what you've done?
Transgressive! Ingrained
Submissive! Enchained
What about the point
Of no return?
Whilling time on bridges
That you burned
Legacy Of Hate
Raised by you
You made me
In your shadow angry
Like Father
Like Son
Mirror of your image
Victim of your damage
You gave me nothing
But these memories are full
Is the back of your hand
All that I'll pass on?
Here's what you've created
Shattered, cracked and wasted
I want to know why
The way that you treat me
Eats away at your soul
And what's left is your conscience
That's a cancerous hole
I want to know why?
What I have done?
Where you a victim?
The cycle goes on
Blowout In The Radio Room
Tripping out
I'm freaking out
This sound is bouncing me
Right on the wall
Lose myself
I can't control myself
I'm a radio head
That's in free-fall
Gets me high
Hazy man
I'm blasted man
Out there flipping through my
Paisley mind
Ride the wave
From cradle
To the grave
Breathe it in with my own kind
Boned with sound
I'm stoned on sound
No one gets to me
Inside this room
Spacing out
I'm racing here
This sound gets in my head
My head goes boooom
Never Again
Mind's eye in darkness
See how they run
Fools search for nothing
Stare at the sun
See how they run
There's none for me
I stand with you
Stare at the sun
We take them in
And we turn the screw
Talk to the madmen
Fill them with lies
Now pay the piper
As honesty dies
Never blood on their hands
Never into quicksand
What's left to dream for
This endless line
Ladders to nowhere
Blind lead the blind
See how they run
Stare at the sun
Fill them with lies
As honesty dies
Small Deadly Space
Think I'm possessed by demons
I do their dirty work
They use me like a zombie
Headaches is all I get
Lock myself up in my own room
Ain't comin' out my cage
They're full of shit and no feeling
I'll always be in a rage
Small deadly space
Sympathy cries for the devil
I dance to the music he makes
Chemical daze, my salvation
Destroy these losers and fakes
Fist in the wall care of family
Swallow and suck till I4m full
I need their love and attention
Like I need lead in my skull
Leave me alone to my own type
They say: Stupid is a stupid does
I ain't a part of the rat race
A numberless face just because
I'll play along with these demons
Possessed by them every day
Don't try to reach out and console me
I'll bite at what gets in my way
Gretna Greene
A purple bruise
A fractured limb
All covered up with lies
A swollen face
A bloody tongue
This violence denied
Empty now and meaningless
Ridiculed in shame
Until death do us apart
Who should take the blame?
To live a lie
Forgive or die
A stricken look
A lowered head
Reflections turning back
A trembling hand
A quickened step
The dreaded next attack
Turning from the holy ghost
Light and spirit fade
Waiting for deliverance
Every thing betrayed
A vacant stare
A beat-up faith
The book of truth reviled
A prayer to God
A plea for help
Held ransom with the child
Wide awake and holding tears
Fear that never sleeps
Curled up in the bed at night
The virgin gently weeps
Beneath The Violence
Closed into self asylum
On ice that's paper thin
Wrapped up for good protection
Keep that from getting in
The shadows bring the shelter
Some refuge from the storm
Brakes on the helter skelter
To let these nerves reform
Retreat out of the mad house
Stop foaming at the mouth
Hang up this strange behavior
Cut through the overgrowth
Watch from a safer distance
Observe the next offense
See how the hands do murder
Then try to make some sens
Black vision
Dead body oppression
Shock system
Explosive depression
Disaster malignant infection
Inhuman sadistic rejection
These acts of tender mercies
Work on the purest soul
They tease and trap remorseless
Till six feet in the ground
Shut down till all is silent
Be still this seething blood
Turn off, release the trigger
Let numbness do some good
Human Crate
There's a man without a home
With a girl who has no name
There's a face in every town
Underneath we're all the same
Wonder she has come and gone
He is always moving on
When the man felt down and low
The girl was by his side
And they walked a broken road
With a hope that never died
If the man should find a home
Then the girl would take his name
But they need their open road
For their journey is the same
In A World Of My Own Making
If I could find a place
To leave this world behind
Somewhere in time and space
Where I could ease my mind
I'd take you there
Where we could be alone
No one can find this place
The secret will be ours
With no more pain to face
We'll live amongst the stars
In solitude and we can wonder free
Alone at last just you and me
Our island universe
A world unto its own
Forgetting all the worst of times
They're gone
You know we are as one
To make a life of peace
Escape into eternal sleep